Defense on every angle

I fucking hate everyone right now. AMERICAN PIGS.
RIght now I am in the blame game.
1. Issue of success:
I AM POOR. VERY POOR. SO POOR THAT I STILL LIVE WITH MY PARENTS
I CAN'T KEEP A JOB LONG
I CAN'T EVEN GET A DECENT JOB
I HAVE NO FRIENDS ACCEPT DISTANT ONES THAT ARE MATRIX CONNECTIONS
I DO NOT CONSIDER MYSELF FAIRLY SUCCESSFUL.

2. ISSUE OF JOB
OH FORGET ALL OF THE SEXUAL HARASSMENT THAT HAS ALREADY BEEN SEEN. ITS NOBODYS FAULT. THATS RIGHT, I'M A SCHIZ I FORGOT! OH AND I MUST HAVE ALZHEIMERS TOO!
OH AND FORGET ALL OTHER HARASSMENT AND ABUSE. FORGET IT ALL. IT NEVER HAPPENED.
FORGET THAT I HAVE AN OUNCE OF INTELLIGENCE, MY IQ MUST BE CLOSE TO BEING MENTALLY HANDICAPPED.
OH NO, ITS MY ADHD, THATS RIGHT. MY ADHD MAKES ME ONE OF THE MOST STUPIDEST PEOPLE. I'M ALWAYS TO BLAME BECAUSE I HAVE IT.
FORGET THE FUCKING OBVIOUS RACKATEERING, SOCIALISM, RIGGING, AND HARASSING RAPE. FORGET IT ALL. IT NEVER HAPPENED.

BLAME SOME MINOR AND STUPID MISTAKES. FORGET EVERYTHING ELSE AND BLAME ME FOR NOT USING A TOOTHBRUSH TO SCRUB FLOORS, FOR SOMETHING SO MINOR AND RIDICULOUS.
NOT JUST AT THE PRESENT JOB I'M HAVING A TIME OFF WITH BUT ALL OF THE OTHER RIGGED JOBS.

YES, THE PEOPLE I HAVE BEEN A VICTIM OF SEXUAL HARASSMENT IN OTHER WARS WITH HAVE A SOUL TOO. THEY ARE IN NO WRONG. THEY ARE THE AUTOMATIC WINNER BECAUSE MEDIA MAKES EVERYONE A WINNER.

WE ARE NOWHERE BEING EVEN.
I STILL SEE MYSELF AS A SICKINGLY DEPRIVED SCAPEGOAT THAT YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE FOR.
I STILL WANT TO SUE PEOPLE
I STILL DON'T SEE ANY POINT ANYONE HAS TO PROVE.
THE MATTER OF GIVE AND TAKE IS STILL EXTREMELY OUT OF BALANCE WHICH LEADS ME TO MY NEXT OBVIOUS ISSUE:

SAND, YES DESPITE YOUR DENIAL, I'D STILL RATHER TALK ABOUT THE SAND IN MY DESSERT THAN SUBMIT TO ANY FEMALE ESP THE ONES WHO MAKE OF THEMSELVES SEX OBJECTS.

wikipedia.org:
Oil sands, extra heavy oil, or bituminous sands - colloquially known as tar sands - are a type of unconventional petroleum deposit. The sands contain naturally occurring mixtures of sand, clay, water, and an extremely dense and viscous form of petroleum technically referred to as bitumen. Oil sands are found in large amounts in many countries throughout the world, but are found in extremely large quantities in Canada and Venezuela.[1]