rehash

Yes, I do get very angry when I see how people anal retentively analyze me and pick at every single thing.
I feel like I'm being shoved on women again and it pisses me off.
The variable that I'm being judged?
Sharing my vulnerableness.
Realistic setting?
Job application.
Yes, for trying to describe my personality and bridging thoughts of who I am, I am once again being labeled as gay for sharing myself.
Men's egos really can't handle my anger and it really is the men who are desperate for me to be gay.
No, I do not beg. There are times that I really want a white knight and the white knight to make a concrete tangible difference in my life. But, does that really happen? No. The type of men who label me to be gay are the type that before a man helps a woman out, the woman must be the first to be a top notch competitor for him and sacrifice herself at every demand. It really is a tyranny of slave labor. But just because I don't jump to his bark does not mean I am gay.
I really would like to work some things out with a man.
Issue of availability. Issue of a person who sincerely cares and sincerely wants to listen.
In this case, I didn't even care if someone else cared, in this interview I made sure that I am the number one I am looking out for and the real life difficulty of finding and keeping a job. Socialism and Capitalism. Wealthy and unjust pigs within it all.

In this literal situation, it was about a literal job. It had no relation to hooking up with someone, and I am still offended at how people correlate a simple conversation into a full fledged relationship or sexuality. I fucking hate the person doing the math. I fucking hate the "expert" of "science."

Do you want to continue to be a ridculous desperate fool and push me further:
Options:
Who would you prefer to interview you: man ? woman ?
Accuse me of every single psychological counselor I have shared myself with as well.
Just further stupid ridiculous questions in continuing to be sadist about "their expertise in science."