Smoke a cigar and cheers with your favorite drink

I have haters who make me feel both suicidal and homicidal right now and cheers to those sick hateful control freaks. Go ahead and make yourself feel like you win and have me beat like you always do. I can't deny how ruined of a woman I feel. A person can only combat the haters and the marks they want to leave on you until you feel a hated fuckbag piece of shit who can never give a shit. I am this rejected. I mean I am this rejected and very a violently and hatefully rejected one. Nobody else will ever want to do anything with me because look at me: I am this ruined and it will hurt you and your reputation to have any involvement with me. You just hung out and talked with the worlds sewage system that only knows shit and piss. .... It's like I will always have someone breathing down the back of my neck in the worst way living to control and outnarc me to death. "Don't you think it should tell you something by now Sarah." "Well gee Sarah, what is the matter with you with having been rejected so much." While it isn't always about my physical appearance, I could particularly point out some people who have had tons of plastic surgery and say "I know you want me to go that person's route," literally suck it, or suck it in one way or another. Some gross relentless control freaks will never be done in wanting to put their dick in my face in the worst way. Yeah Sidney, you really think something of your sharia law with Bree Ann about me having no self esteem, but before I tell you just how right your ignorant fucktard is, I'll contradict you with choke on my self flattery Sidney NARC NARC NARC Sidney NARC. WHEN YOU GET GANGRAPED BY THE REST OF THE WORLD JUST A LITTLE TOO MUCH AND AFTER YOU ALREADY CHEATED ON AND HAD SOME REJECTION OF ME, THE JOKE WAS STILL ON ME THAT I DIDN'T BELIVEVE IN YOU. YOU KNOW YOU WERE BEING MY CUT THROAT NIGGER AND YOU SHOULD HAVE NEVER DARED TO KEEP ACTING AND TAKING ME ON AND REFUSING TO LEAVE ME ALONE YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A NARC WHO HAS NEVER TAKEN ANY CONSEQUENCE OF YOUR ACTIONS. YOU'D THINK SOME MEN WOULD JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR ONCE IN WANTING ME TO FEEL HUMILIATED IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER THE TIMES I'VE BEEN FAILED AND GANGED UP ON, HOW IN THE WORLD COULD I HAVE EVER KEPT THINKING THE WORST OF SOME PEOPLE? GEE WHO WAS I EVER TO JUDGE THE DOUBLE STANDARD PREJUDICED GANGBANGERS. I have a couple of guesses who have sold me to you Sidney that you probably have already more than trash talked me with and most likely are using you as their tool to breath down the back of my neck: gee what is wrong with me. there is obviously something wrong with me Jon Stewart, Jim, Justin, and Ashton Kutcher probably are your fellow gangsters and seed rakers and yes I do more than seriously know the seed rakers they are. I might as well be your most said seed raker Sidney with all of the terrible assocations you have. Like a Blood hugging a Cryp is like me hugging you Sidney. We are anything but on the same team AND I HATE YOUR DENIAL FOR WHAT IT IS. IF YOU AREN'T ALREADY SLEEPING WITH ERIN AMONGST THE OTHERS YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH YOU MIGHT AS WELL YOU FUCKTARD. I AM YOUR IGNORED, RUINED SEWAGE SYSTEM THAT ONLY KNOWS SHIT SIDNEY. I'VE BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK TOO MUCH ALREADY AND DON'T YOU DARE KEEP CHALLENGING THE WAY I THINK AND FEEL ABOUT THINGS! WHO SAYS SHIT LIKE ME SIDNEY? SOMEONE WHO DOES KNOW SHIT. DON'T CHALLENGE ME YOU DUMB FOLLOWER OF A FOOL. DUMB FOLLOWER OF A HATEFUL SADISTIC SICK PIMP THAT NEEDS TO BE STRANGLED.